I put the 3 dots to show how endless it can be and how despite wanting it to end you just never can get out of it on your own, it's not like a fever type issue which you can get rid of by taking a nice bath, some medication and diet or a nice walk in the park. its an endless loop of mental suffering and pain in which you can't seem to express or explain or even understand it for yourself...

Now you must be seeing I am emphasizing the suffering part a lot because that's just how intense and disorienting it feels, well I am not a pro in psychology, but it's not very hard to recognize if someone is going through tough times, well it can be tough to recognize because to a depressed person everyone else looks depressed too just like to a healthy person everyone else looks healthy...

Life with it:
Well life?? "There is no life with depression" is an understatement or an overstatement, like feel free to own whatever opinion you like. But with it, your bed becomes your park, your sleeping place, your eating place, your favourite place you used to go to when you didn't have it. It's as tough as it sounds, you have numerous amount of mental fatigue and whatnot revolving in your head with a never-ending hole in your heart and mind just like a black hole!! you know!! the one massive, dark, infinite hole that floats in space. Surprisingly, it's exactly that. Honestly, though, science doesn't know what depression is until now, and they don't know what causes it, so basically, the patient is free to call it, tag it, whatever they like. It kinda adds more of an uneasiness to the whole black hole situation.

To be continued...